But in doing so, and to safeguard my sanity, somewhere I was killing my creative calling which was always right beside me, nudging me and calling me for greater things. I was always asked to choose the right colours for my friends’ dresses, curtains, family home interiors, and decor in general. And I used to happily oblige their requests, simply because it satisfied my thirst to be creative at all times. And then finally the day came, I lost both my parents one by one. And the grief surrounded me like a flame never to be extinguished. Every single day was a reminder that I was in the wrong place.
My parents’ absence made me miss the art even more because I was no longer seeing it, touching it, or even soaking it, in any sense. In other words, the art stopped coming. I panicked! Because I was not made to be away from it. I needed art in my life, if not from me but from somewhere else.
I decided to pick up the brush. For the time came, when I had to pull myself out of the anxiety-driven life, the big hole that was made by their absence. And now growing bigger day by day.
I took the plunge and I was swayed off my feet. It was the best moment of my life. I was on a roll. I started journaling my work on Instagram. Likes and comments started pouring in. And I still didn’t take myself seriously, if not for a wonderful community that I slowly became part of on social media that encouraged me every single day to stay on course and not lose hope.
And the family of course. My strongest support pillars- sisters, brothers, cousins, relatives and of course my husband. All came forward to walk beside me on this beautiful journey. And so today I am finally here standing with all my vulnerability and showcasing my work to the world. I am probably not the best, but I have given my best in the making of each art piece that I have lovingly put on paper.
I have a soft spot for florals and they call me most of the time. Every flower and every petal brings joy to my heart. I wish they call you too. And they find forever homes and spread happiness in a true sense.
Here you will find my collection of originals and each creation is done with lots of love. And I would like to thank you for choosing me and my art.
Here let me quote the great artist “ I dream of painting, and then I paint my dream” – Vincent Vangogh, one of my favorite artists. This is what I wish for myself and for everyone who loves to dream. Because dreams are what we are made of.